Bloody wedding day

Ptsd Haunts you Comes Triggers In weirdest Ways A song A hum Your mom A First dance A friend A word A month A wedding My wedding Abandonment Guilty parents Begging Forgiveness? Forgive Ness Ness Mess What A mess Empty party Nobody showed I wasn't shocked Typical Nobody ever Comes My own Engagement Savage Two friends My whole Life Suffer from Abandonment From everyone Else A wedding Happy In love Never thought It would be Anything else It's pain It's lonely Gruesome Reminder Of my pain And torture Insecurities Rise The price Isn't as high As the pain Of my Mental Health I fear Nobody Will Show Nobody Will Go He asks So? We'll have Eachother Unfortunately My brain Still hurts So So Much Reminds me How deeply I longed For Touch For love To be taken Away To the stars Above Away Away I sway In pain I recall the day The weather The way He smelled The way it Felt Beating Inside Broken Wanting To die I remember It all Flashing Flash Flash FLASH FLASH §∆§∆ FLASHING !! BANG BANG BANG BANG I HANG I HANG I BLAME I BLAME ME YOUR NAME GOD YOUR.NAME I RETAIN INSIDE MY BRAIN A STAIN you are all to blame All Of you I repeat The thoughts The memories They're real They're hear They're listening I cannot move I cannot go I only know The sun beating down The greenness of the ground Thinking love was a pound Of my heart A pounding sound That hurt So bad I wanted To throw up That was love Everyone left Everyone leaves~~•• ~••~• BLOWING AWAY NEVER TO STAY A LEAF A STRAY GONE EVERYDAY~~•• Nobody shows Nobody ever comes Or cares All alone I'm so afraid So afraid You'll leave I'll be another stray Again Nobody to Call Friend I'm scared I'm triggered I'm rigged I'm breaking I'm okay Okay Okay But Really I'm Afraid

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