Two PM on a Saturday, Stepping into a shower. Water so hot it feels cold Running down the Canyons of my skin. Weight on shoulders, The gushing shower head, Whispering comforts Creating a sense of peace. Legs start to ache As minutes accumulate Weight becomes stifling, Sweet shampoo smells sickening, The shower head warps Transforming into a snake Wrapping around my throat. Peace shatters into panic As I slice my feet open On the jagged shards, Forcing me to collapse.
Wrote this yesterday after I had a panic attack in the shower.