It’s impossible to understand my sea of grief
when no one  is there to understand
what it feels like to have pain
deep inside my body
I wish you could understand
if I told you
and I wish that you would not judge me
for my past
and who I am
you can only know someone so deeply
when they can tell you their darkest secret
that’s when you know that you have their trust
but right now you don’t have mine
a.a.