I said I’ve moved on but maybe I haven’t All the days from our past replay in my head when I’m out in the world… or sheltered at home… My feeling were real… this you had known… But you broke me down with no second thought It’s no wonder it's us who had never fought My passionate kisses, your intimate touch Make my days hard to live, but live I must So as a heart falls asunder, thoughts fell askew And all that I had was all that made you…
Yet between the silences my heart awoke My placid mind forms rhetorical questions To determine the meaning of the words we spoke
“…I love you…”
From you such a desired announcement Fell flat like the plane of reality When thrown against the intangibility of the unknown…
…and yet.. “I really loved you”
So as I gave my heart to you more with each passing day You picked at it just to throw pieces away… Now the pain I feel is more immense than you know Sincea as each day goes by, I wish my memories would go…
“…but the pain is a reminder that I’m alive”
Because since that fateful day You’d never guess I’d think I’m dead As the incapacitating truth hit my heart… …My nerve endings burnt out… And my heart gave in to despair…
“But I Believe That You Will Be Fine”
Just as I believed that we’d work But as I was once told the truth does hurt… Accepting things the way they are is the only remedy To redeem a lost soul from the emaciating pain
“…I miss you…”
Well if you did as you say you do You’d seek me out… And notice that the person I’ve become Isn’t a person at all… I’m a shade… no the Miasma… Left from the dark in my heart And the light of my love has disappeared…
“… You’ve Been In My Dreams…”
Do you know why? Because I sure did… The feelings I had Weren’t that of a kid... I loved you And did what I did to prove it But then again… Girls want Men.. Not growing kids… So the loss of me… Will resound in your heart… ……… While you have your light… I have my dark… ………