I'm going to have a break down Right now In the clouds My heart is broken I've spoken enough This is too rough I see you with him And I just want to quit You don't see that it kills me When you hold him And we're just friends Growing pains Keeping me awake And if my heartbreak is pain Well then its definitely growing But I can't show how I'm feeling I just have to keep bleeding On the inside My insides are depleting You give everything meaning And I'm seeing clearly now I don't need to be found I'm safe right where I am I can stand on my own two feet I'm no longer deep in heartbreak This heartbreak helped me right this today I can see you smile And not feel pain And I won't make that mistake Of feeling love When I know it will go to waste I need to give my heart a break So my heart won't break I need space From everybody I need to take a step back Forget what I don't have She may be perfect to my eyes But I am used to them telling me lies