I miss the days of long swirling breezy skirts And missing teeth smiles. I miss playing with my dog and eating the Wild raspberries in the woods. I miss carving pumpkins and being a princess. I loved my parents old worn bed And all my sisters barbies. I can almost feel the warm sun on my back And taste the cold ice cream in my mouth. My sister teaching me how to stop a bike By walking in front of me so I'd have to stop it. More than once did I veer away and crash in the Old sticker bushes. I miss dads barbecue, and hating Those bratwurst he cooked sometimes. I miss my aunt and uncle, when they were still together. I miss my cousins. And playing tag with them. I miss the innocence of kissing by the swings At recess, and blushing all day long. I wish I could go back To those simpler times, When everything was black and white. When my mind focused on my dolls hair, Instead of focusing on work. I miss my childhood and my new youth. At the age of fifteen, I already feel spent.