I feel the fear inside me as they look at me

I sense my watery eyes as I look at them

I close my eyes as I walk towards them

just like a child , just like a baby

I feel beauty but i can’t touch it because maybe it will disappear

I wanna laugh but maybe it will transform into sadness

I wanna talk but maybe it will be silenced

every beautiful thing just left me

I feel the loneliness in me

I feel sadness around me

I just want to disappear for once

I wanna stop and scream

wishing that everything is not real is tiring

I feel the rip of every beautiful thing I have

But i still have to smile while I see it burn to ashes

and for now I feel how I feel in silence