I've hurt my self a lot I've been stabbed I've been cut I've even been shot but this this is to much it hurts so much I've been dumped before but I have never felt like this I want to curl up in a ball cry and die I wish I were dead I wish I never lost you I have told you I loved you but now I mean it I love you with everything I am everything I will be I want nothing but you I wish I never missed you it hurts too much I wish I never lost you I understand why but I don't understand my feelings all I know is I love you no matter what through anything im there so I guess this is good bye remember I love you