Downward spiral is how I feel None of my wounds will ever heal Out of control and out of my head Did you even hear what I said? Marked for a life to be filled with strife This makes me want to sharpen my knife But cuts wont fix whats going on in me I need my wings so I can be free Trouble that is doubled and making me insane Nothing I can do to ease the pain Guilt and fury blinds my sight In my heart I know this isnt right