i'm not really sure if i'm alive i mean, my heart is pumping, my blood is circulating, i am breathing, but i am not living. i am stuck in the labyrinth that is my mind i am trapped in this city i cannot go anywhere i have no freedom and i am not living the life that i want. i am breathing but i am not living. i am merely existing. but every time i see a shooting star, i always wish to feel alive.