Oh I am a sad little
Backwards girl.
I'm going through a phase
Or so the adults say.
But I don't feel like its a phase.
I feel like I love her.
I feel like I like holding her hand.
And kissing her lips.
I don't want us to be 'close friends'
And when I walk down that aisle
I want it to be her at the end of it,
Not a guy waiting.
But since my pieces don't fit
Because I didn't play with boys toys when
I was child,
My parents write it off
As boredom.
Last I checked boredom didn't last
As long as ten months.