You say hospital beds are
your home so
you can never leave them
without leaving a
part of you in there
but when i'm
with you, i miss that part
with all my heart
because it's about your heart
as well and i
can't be with you
when you're without
your heart
because i feel you're
not really there with me
like when you are around
hospital beds
but there's no such
thing inside me & i
feel you're
better off without
me as your medication but
i don't want to be anyone's medication
i wish i could be your
home but
i'm as cold as dark rainy streets
and not as warm as holspitals' white
bedsheets.

22/11/13