to die by your side, wouldnt that be such a heavenly way to die? to take my last breath with the warmth of your lips on mine. with your hand holding my face and your body hot on mine. to feel myself drift away when youre holding me in your arms. reality fades away in your eyes. to die with your heart, stilling beating for mine. to leave watching you, such a beautiful way to remember my life. in an ugly world, ive done such ugly things. now all i need is to watch it all fade to beauty while i feel your hand on the back of my neck and your deep blue eyes stare at mine with love, nothing else. when im gone, dont mourn the time we couldnt spend. treasure the moment we have. though they are few, if i were to die all time we have spent would feel like my life like i was made who i am for you. i want to leave this world with your breath in my ear and your words guiding me the whole way. if i were to die, dont watch me, talk to me. tell me to wait for you. tell me youll always love me. i love you so much, and to die by your side is the only way i wouldnt be scared of the eternal light.