i want so badly to
reach out to you
to touch you
to hold you
to kiss you
to cry into you
to confide into you
to yell at you
to hate you
to wish you dead
to wish you back
to wish for you at all

but most of all
i want you to wish for me
to acknowledge me
to know more than just my name, or my appearance
because i know they're not much

i just want them to mean something to you.
so you can mean something to me