You turned my heart to stone, Bleached it white with your likes The indifferent mask that is applied to your face is a symbol of how much you 'loved' me and How much you 'really cared' because if you really cared you wouldn't lie to my face and wouldn't ignore me you were my best friend and my worst enemy you couldn't find what you wanted in me and what you did find wasn't what you expected from me; you expected cheerfulness and beauty but thats whats is not there, whats there is sorrow and bitter sweat vengence. that was my mistake, to let you read that book and turn those pages, you should burn that book before someone else has the chance to read me but you never will and you could never bring yourself to it.
This is really a mash up of how i feel right now because i have mixed emotions and don't really want anyone who personally knows me to know how i feel