it’s 2:38 in the morning and i’ve been learning all the faces on my wall i want to tell the monsters sitting on my ceiling to crawl back beneath my bed the warmth of the lamplight, how my hand is spread it reaches up and up and up to meet shadows splintered on off-white and beige in the low glow of winter I will not move from my place while the wind is still moaning and the snow is still pouring it is 2:38 in the morning and I am not alone