I feel weak because of you & I'm trying to understand if that's a good or bad thing.
I love you -truly & fully.
I love your mind, your spirit, your soul.
My soul feels yours, my soul loves yours.
It's because of this that I feel so weakened;
you have this power over me, you have this advantage.
You have my heart to do whatever you please with it.
I am vulnerable at best & though I trust you, I do not trust myself.
I tend to put myself in harmful & dangerous situations, such as the one we're placed in.
I trust your words & I trust your 'I love you,' but it's terrifying.
I want you to be mine & the worst part is that you love me too, yet we can't be right now.
Am I "wasting" my time?
Am I letting myself fall for you for no reason?
My heart hurts because of this, because of you, yet you make it light as a feather.
You make me fly, & my God I want so badly to be able to soar this beautiful sky with you.
I love you & I'll be ****** if that's not enough, for what else do I have to offer?
I have nothing.. Nothing except this red, unyielding heartbeat that's bleeding with only love & protection.
That's all I have to offer you, but in my world -in our world, I believe- that would always be enough.