Difficult to break self, by yourself. Always help... People beating down. Allowing destructive behaviour. Not many shouting for you. Though there are. You have simply silenced them. Tuned Out. A person can only take being IGNORED For so long. It may seem as though you have to Struggle Alone... You Do Not. This first step is yours. Re-enter. If they allow. Receive help, But do not lean. Everyone crashes. Everyone needs added air beneath their Wings.