as much as i appreciate it,
please do not tell me my sadness is poetic as an attempt to make me feel better.
there is nothing poetic about hating yourself,
nothing at all poetic about making yourself throw up and then running to a scale to see if you've made any progress.
there is nothing poetic about being so unhappy that you take a blade to your wrist, drawing blood just to prove to yourself that you are alive.
so please,
next time save your attempt to make me feel better.
because all you're doing is making me even sadder.