you're so cool
far away. "off the grid"
sometimes I feel like I have you so close that you'll never leave (again)
your sweet face I just want to cup it in my palms and kiss
I want to make you smile
the expression on your face when I catch you looking at me, sometimes
so sweet
when we lie in your bed together
the mattress on the floor - the cold air, the screams, footsteps, whirring of car tires. wafting through your open window.
the barely audible whisper in my ear when you **** me
it makes me want to scream
my name dripping from your mouth like drool
I hold you so tight.
you lay back and told me why you couldn't speak to me
it was all happening too fast
I wanted to say just let it ******* happen
and I wanted to say that it hurt me
worse than I made it seem
and I wanted to say this:
*if you do it again I'll shut you out. and that'll be the end