in the next ten seconds, he opens his mouth to speak to an acquaintance in a room full of acquaintances an ugly metal faucet that has been dripping for fifteen days drips again in an upstairs sink he tucks a strand of hair behind her ear as she bites at her fingernails and looks at the magazines lined up in the supermarket before she opens the postbox, she inhales she throws her head back before laughing at his anecdote, her knees feeling the ache of being crossed for too long with slightly tremulous fingers, she touches she sleeve of her coat without reason, feeling like everyone on the underground train may be looking at her he takes a sip of water and screws the lid back on, checking his watch a hiccup is heard from the back of a classrm he kisses her for the first time on the mouth he notices his hair has fallen out and sits in the shower drain their elbows graze against one another's in the lecture hall but neither of them catch the other's eye, both staring straight ahead she blots her lips over a folded tissue to remove pink residue and looks herself in the eye in the mirror her father lets go f her shoulders as she wobbles on the bicycle without its stabilisers for a second attempt today he notices a stain of yogurt on his tie and curses quietly she burns her fingers whilst making toast she argues with the cashier about the fact that selected juices were marked as being on offer the rain rattles against the window and he is uneasy with the lack of rhythm in its sound they put on her favourite song and remember her as she was when she was still alive someone wipes salt from her cheeks with a tissue he realises that the tooth fairy doesn't exist and doesn't mind because it means he's grown up she asks her father if she is pretty and he say anything she slips a packet of biscuits into the supermarket trolley, her mother sees and doesn't say anything an elderly woman cradles his arm as they slowly cross the street they look at one another and both know he says I'm so sorry she says I'm so sorry he says I love you she says you know I do.