i crave you.
i ache for you.
i want you,
need you here.
but i don't know
i don't know
how to ask
i'm so scared
to ask for
what i want
to tell you
what i need,
you right here
beside me.
i don't know
how to tell you.
because i could
lose it all.
and i would rather
live in haunting
loving pain
than to lose you.
having you like this
is better than
not having you
at all
isn't it?