Sometimes I lay in bed for hours
Doing nothing at all
Except thinking of you
And how perfect you are
Your smile
Your eyes
Your laugh
The way you look at me
How you throw your head back
When you're laughing
Just like a little kid
And then I think about how much
I love you


But then I remember you don't
Love me too
And that's okay,
I understand
Who would want to love
Someone so broken and used
Who would love someone like *me