"left me in the dust"--I've become dust literally and my legs now melt like lipstick left too long in the open sun. pungent words, medication--morph into heat waves, brilliant intensity. red-violet, gamma magnified--I swallow them whole like you swallowed me. my spirit will crawl inside you through the holes in your soiled skin and I'll make you breathe me in like winter smoke, a gray cloud of inconveniences and memories better forgotten, to remind you of the burdens of love and life the turmoils of entanglement, the sacrifice of my energy wasted on the feeble candle of your inner light and the insignificance of adolescent love.