Alien encounters abducted by my own frontal lobe sand dripping down my toes like those sandcastles I used to make at the beach as a kid with peach fuzz dunes and flower petal skies I want my orange bathing suit sewed to my skin and my finger nails cut too short so it stings when I waltz on surfaces made of wood or steel or linoleum like those victorian queen polka days when we used to lay on the kitchen floor sunlight vomiting onto our faces and we laughed anyway I want your mustache forests and I want to believe in them and you told me I ran so fast I don't know why I slowed down there are 6 easter eggs hiding in the garden but one has a slug on its shell and when you pick up the tie dyed droplet surface you'll shriek in delight in the light of the moon the golden one hides in the creases of the trees and it will remain there for 1 week until you smell the stench like emerald gas climbing up your nose I have dreams of flying falling thoughts of icicles and snow angels pretending I am someone I am not an actress with all the lightbulbs and glitter who am I to say it me me me me me me back to the hallway extremities and ski lift blushing and ocean drowning I can not wait for the day that I finally realize what I need to understand in order to vacuum the carpet in order to in order to