i am dizzy i don’t think i have been eating well enough my thoughts are clouded my body, weak arms outstretched, my hands reach but no one reciprocates drowning in my own words emotions allude me no filter, only shame where is the hole i crawled out of? this emptiness is so heavy the dark is thick with static energy my ears ring constantly, a silent alarm i hear you, do you hear me? subconsciously awaiting the sign dismissing all hope and fear alike content in my instability tear-streaked and beautiful