"The World Doesn't Know"

Nobody knows that these words I spray–
Everything I say,
It all never goes away,
Lost in my head and I may
Remember it all at any day,
Each letter I write,
Gives me an advantage in the fight,
Between darkness and light,
You know I don’t get the people here,
I don’t want anyone near,
Let my mind be or you will see
And explosion of stress break free,
I’m in a different world of my own,
Everything in me from skin to bone,
When lost in the daily dead drop zone,
I back it up to when I wasn’t yet grown,
Or to a current parallel to just get away,
I told you my mind cannot just stay
Here or there its everywhere,
These aren’t lies,
Mind your eyes,
Please don’t stare,
Scratch that– I don’t care,
Open ground, life is fair,
Lost in the pit of despair,
You say like is an unjust game,
I cannot say that I believe the same,
Life is a trip through uncharted sea,
Wide, unknown, far, and free,
Waves are high and drops are deep,
Some things you ditch; some you keep,
At times, it is relaxed and sweet,
At times, survival is a feat,
This place is insane,
One way trip on a ****** train,
From creation until you are done,
Who said it would be fun?

--JacobDexterCoffey--