Nov 2013
I'd rather be blind due to loss of my mind. Not because of sanity, but because the thoughts of you running through my head threaten that. I'm tired, because I don't sleep. I can't. And when I do I dream of you anyway, so what's the point of the "escape" sleep should bring? I've got an idea and a body full of courage. Read my thoughts on the wall, somewhere within you'll see this will be quick and painless.
I don't see what there's to think about.. I know everything about your everything, this is for the rest of our lives. I have so much to make you smile coming and you're scared it will stop, but it will never stop. I will never make a mistake again. I'm here baby, I'm finally exactly who you want me to be, and I've never felt better about myself. I want you to be the hand across our dinner table. Your ring is so beautiful, and you... Well I've told you enough. The only thing to be afraid of is losing you and I. Give me the word and I'll be there waiting for you to get home with something to make you smile and when you walk through your door you have everything I need with you.
