What is he doing to me?
Sweet in ways I did not expect,
Gentle in ways I forgot I deserved.
It is familiar, yet it is new,
Still fresh,
Yet it feels like I have known him for ages.
I did not think I would miss this feeling.
I thought I had gone numb,
But somehow,
He is patient,
Soft,
Steady,
And he is taking down my walls,
Brick by brick.
I am terrified,
And I am excited,
And all I want
Is to be good for him.