i had finally reach the top of the mountain i was enjoying my view the sun shine & the world peaceful at last but suddenly the mountain started to crumple crumpling, crumpling, crumpling i was falling with it i wasn't tumbling quickly, it felt like slow motion i didn't know when i was going to hit rock bottom & start all over again i didn't know if i was was ever going to be ok ever again not after this fall from the top