There it is,
it's that aching feeling creeping back into my chest.

No no please don't say that

But there's nothing that I can do now.
Your mind is made up.

Everyone says it's a bad idea,
but I'm not everyone.
I don't care what anyone else had to say.
I care about you though.

I'm not suicidal,
but I'm not happy.

Normal is a word I have lost the meaning to.
I crave it so much.

To have that normal life again.

Remember, you never have to settle

Yeah, I got that.
But I don't care.

I already have settled.
With you.

I love our pictures,
it doesn't hurt to look at them anymore.
My heart is telling me that it will be okay.
I hope it isn't lying.

No excuses,
nothing to get in the way.

I want you,
and only you.

I see only you,
wherever I go.
You're in everything now.

Maybe that's why it's so painful,
when we're like this.