why?
why do I have to feel horrible over and over again?
why am I the person that always suffers,
when no one else feels pain

I'm so sick of smiling,
when people are around
I just wish
my happiness will be found

I used to have hope
but that was before my heart broke
my old life cannot be found,
with depression I am now bound

what is pain?
what is life?
what's the point of anything?

if pain hurts so much,
then why do I try?