I don't wish bad on you, or at least I don't try to
but you make it really hard....
I would have given you anything, would have drove across the universe if it meant to help you in any way
I knew you were struggling, I was not blind, could see it in the corner of your lonesome eyes
it didn't matter though, you still used me for a little while then said you weren't good enough, so left me on the door step, it was a cold night in November
I cried myself to sleep, hoping to see your headlights retreat
do you know how hard I try to not hate you?
to pretend you never happened, as a memory rolls down my cheek?
I would have given you the world only if you asked me
I loved you, and you left me, then I saw you post that story how nobody would care about you and your so lonely
so I try, and I beg myself too but I hate you....
I hate you and I hate you because I love you