I told him not to fall in love with me, because I will never be committed like I should be my broken mind just won't let me I will never love you like you love me no matter how cruel it seems that one night alone in your house everything in me screamed I need to be free after him everything changed, even to the way I breathe I remember everything to the way he held me to his whispered speech I wished I could say its not you it's me, but it is you because your not him.... I'm sorry, I will apologize but I will never settle and be someone I can't be, you deserve so much more then that and me