I've come to a realization. I dont want the impossible silence. What is truly crave Is the sound of water Rushing around me Swallowing me Into its darkness. The pressure of the depth Slowly building As I allow myself To sink. I want To let go Of all my emotions. Forget The fears And feel At peace.
Written sometime in 2022. It wasn't the outer noise of the city that had been hurting, but the internal noise that was still there after moving.