It took me a while and I did not want to accept it I hope I never see the day that I live to regret it It took some time to put into words But now I see This is not the place for me This is not a Cry for help No this is not a desperate plea Nothing has gone wrong There are no accidents But I am certain that I do not belong Loneliness flourishes where familiarity and love have been vanquished Opening the door to torment and anguish Cross my heart and hope to die Pray that everything turns out alright Stick and stones may break my bones Will heal and flesh wounds don't last But how do you recover from being an outcast