My abject heart aches and burns. My desolate mind, no more the same. My first and final thought of each day, before you, i never knew how hard i could love before you, i never knew how fast my heart could beat. This urge to call your name out loud consumes me. Lately the sun wakes me up shouting your name. Lately in the whispers of wind, i hear your laugh. The world moves slow as i helplessly watch myself loose sanity. With each and every passing breath, i think of you. All my prayers just to wish that only death could pull us apart.