Addicting and intoxicating and a must need substance in my life and I have to have it because without it I am falling apart and my world isn’t the same and it must be with me for me to survive but I can’t live without it and I don’t want to know what it is like to be without for I crave it and need it and must have it all the time for it brings me maximum pleasure to revel in the obsessive hold it has over my mind and body and I don’t want to stop or ever let it go as its energy and mine seem to intertwine but I can’t contemplate the thought of not having the enslaving powers rule my world and I yearn for it and yearn for it and crave it some more for the power it has over my mind is exhilarating and I know that it is right and I know I must have more and I know that it must always be this way or I die and I have to let you know one thing on my mind for it is all up to you my happiness and fixation for your love and embrace are the perfect drug of choice.