remember when you use to video call me,
we would be chatting for hours.
that's when you use to talk to me.
i could barely get a text back now,
but it's all my fault, there's my accountability.
i really took things for granted.
that phrase i always say pops up,
if you are not meant to be my lover,
i hope that you can still be my best friend.
i want to blame it on one thing but i could only blame myself.
i hope you see my actions i am really trying to break these bad habits.