Is this what it feels like?
I've never felt this way.
I've never cared when it happens.
But now I do.
It feels like there's a hole in my body.
Not in my heart.
Not in my mind.
In my soul.
I just feel like part of me is empty,
like it always has been.
A vacant place inside.
Nothing to cover it up.
I think I tried to,
but you looked behind the curtain.
And saw it empty.
Just empty.