I used to be a little "kid"
so happy,
so fun,
so free,
what the hell happened to me?

the happy little "kid" in me is now lost
things happened
I'm not a "little kid" anymore

when you watch your family rip at the seams,
when everything in your life falls apart
when you get abused over and over again
your now an adult
your life turned to **** pretty quick

why can't I be a " little kid," again?
my life is now ruled by fear
why can't I just have a day with no worries?
"adults" get no breaks

I may be young,
but my childhood innocence is gone
its gone and it's NEVER coming back