cutting causes problems
it ruins friendships
it puts a wall between a mother and her daughter
it ruins everything
but it feels amazing

the feeling of the blade across your skin,
to see my blood,
to feel the pain,
to shiver from how cold the blade is,
its my only escape

it ruins lives,
but we do it anyways
its the only way some people feel anything
we do it to release anger, or pain

I don't regret it,
not one bit
it keeps me alive
it makes me feel real pain

it feels so good,
but its so bad for me

I should think its bad,
because it really is,
but I can't get over how much I love it,
I know its sick

this " self harm" is one problem
on a pile of millions
it is unsolved
and will always remain the same