When I was in seventh grade, I learned the basics of sewing. The basics of how to stitch things together in a way that gave them a larger purpose. I found ways to do that with the small things that found meaning with me in the years that followed— collecting them, stitching them together, to become part of my larger purpose.
Books that left marks on the mind, lyrics that realigned crooked feelings, the magic in every corner of a flea market, unconventional locations to kiss a boyfriend.
Then, lightning struck that sewing machine, while I was mid stitch. Smoke rose from my unsuspecting skin. With it, came a letter in a bottle. And then another— bright words and kind thoughts that traveled up and out from a heart as beautifully tired as mine. Paragraphs lined with different kinds of love that filled in all of the space between my hundred stitched pieces. Lightning struck again, and again and again. My smoking skin, humming electric— my hands couldn’t type quickly enough everything that I wanted to share.
I wrote it all. I let it strike. I loved its heat, its deliberate shock— how it captivated from any distance, and fascinated with its touch.
Lightning, though, will always find an exit.
It will always find a way out and into the ground.