I’m going to cry
  Even though I am happy for you
It will rip me apart
  I will still smile when you talk about it
As I lay on the floor broken in every form
  You’ll see me shake hands and wear that face
I will stare at the void in my being
  I will offer you the best advice
Time will pass my heart will still be asunder
  I’ll stand there and be joyful
I’ll listen with broken notions and crushing pain
  Yes we’ll still be friends
I’ll give you up
  You’ll hunt me down
Nothing will matter to you
  You will only see what you want
Soon it will only be
  You will never understand
I will forever be
  Then it will all be over.
Never again I’ll say
  Cry you will
Console I must
  Once it is gone
I will be here
  Soon you’ll be gone again
I will fade
  The end will be someday
Until then,

Until then