I’m going to cry
Even though I am happy for you
It will rip me apart
I will still smile when you talk about it
As I lay on the floor broken in every form
You’ll see me shake hands and wear that face
I will stare at the void in my being
I will offer you the best advice
Time will pass my heart will still be asunder
I’ll stand there and be joyful
I’ll listen with broken notions and crushing pain
Yes we’ll still be friends
I’ll give you up
You’ll hunt me down
Nothing will matter to you
You will only see what you want
Soon it will only be
You will never understand
I will forever be
Then it will all be over.
Never again I’ll say
Cry you will
Console I must
Once it is gone
I will be here
Soon you’ll be gone again
I will fade
The end will be someday
Until then,
Until then