Innocent pause
Air thickens
And the silence grows into  Psychoaudio static
Swift apology
Self defeating .... .
I know the real me ...
Authenticity fleating
Time will reveal
Expeditiously
The broken emotional inner me  
death where is thy sting ....
Irony .
I Romeo without you dear Juliet.
(Quick note "Juliet"  a metaphore for Sara
Trying to paint this picture as best i could depict ,thought this was a good fit given the rhyme scheme and everything, )
(Meanwhile back at the ranch)
Eagerly take the first drink...
For I assume she's not into me ,
Self esteem berefts my confidence ......
If only I could have seen
How she felt exactly the same about me
...
Instead paint like a deaf mute
Awkward flowers flood the room
Without sound
Air begging to crackle ...
Slowly doubt creeps in like Fractal plumes .
Chest heaves ....
One giant tear .....
Poison sets in.
She smiles
Drys  my tear ......
Says .
I love you...
I only exist to see you....
I die

....
Fade to black

....


Fin