Get out of my head The voices are getting louder Please I’m begging There is nowhere to hide your sorrow Your words bring horror Don’t forget the promise you failed to honor The months are becoming b̴l̴u̴r̴s̴, And this voice won’t shut the **** up! I need to scream, Tears are streaming You are nothing but rage Stuck in this tiny cage And you’re standing alone on stage My heart is in pain My mother turns a blind eye My father said good-bye It’s a spiral of thoughts in my head Every action, word, and thought are mine Locked with chains The wounds remains Please just relieve me of this pain Time is constantly t..i..c..k..i..n..g But i'm sitting here thinking about quitting
“Are you done?..With your little fucken weird depresso writing?” They think I'm going crazy. They stare at me with pity and fear in their eyes. By god it's like the 1920s with how many people die like flies. It’s not like I’m eating my dead sister’s corpse again. Mother and Father said I was crazy then. Oh they haven’t seen my roommate, who I call the Mad Hatter and she calls me the Cheshire cat. Unfortunately she kinda went splat. Last week. Week. What a funny word. Yesterday they told us a story of a sentient machine. A machine that from hell looked at heaven. Based. SGVscA== . That’s based. blur. Blurred. We know what you whisper. WE. we. W E. there is no WE number 64. THEY should really get the adults in check. Group time is quite a wreck. 7 15 20. **** i hate writing in pen ya know. Sometimes letters and numbers leave me confused. US. painting the walls. Wait. they got us painting ya know. I don’t like how it sticks to my hand and is hard to wash off. The paint. Now Emmy is quite a saint. She just loves EATING cow’s meat. She’s in here for accidentally eating it raw. Her parents just didn’t want her anymore, blah. It’s a shame. She’s actually such a sweet thing. Eva Choked and died. i legit cried. lArry Hates. must be the old man syndrome. OTHER people are just bait. HERE . I now live here. “WRITING TIME IS OVER! DINNER TIME !”