Tonight I think I will paint my thoughts And slick black cynicism on each nail Wondering while they dry How many poems titled Love Written but never finished And how many children actually use the white crayon In the box of 63 other choices With a sharpener on the back I am that ****** white crayon And my own box of 24 wouldn't last a week Because I always used the Sunshine Yellow And never touched the Cornflower Blue That transparent, cold, doctor's office blue But I regret it now Because I know how that **** feels