I cant take another day as a crumpled puppet on the floor aching heart breaking I can't take one second more I am a pile of bones to gnaw on a stump for disgusting fungus to grow onΒ Β anger agony self pity its all a part of the misery that is feasting I'm failing, my pathetic attempt at faking is wavering there is no mistaking my weakness and day after day i come home to collapse like a husk crying a fresh puddle upon dampened carpet I know I can't take this anymore