knees shaking
heart pounding
why here? why now?
memories flash through my head,
I wish the weren't there
get out of my head,
now, in class, is not the time to relive these painful memories
and then I start panting,
i'm turning white
am I running out of breath?
I have to leave,
before I turn into an anxiety driven monster
but i'm chained to my desk
I can't get up
WHAT SHOULD I DO? WHAT SHOULD I DO? WHAT SHOULD I DO?
I bang my head on my desk,
I hope to pass out,
but then I realize,
i'm having anxiety
HELP ME!!!!