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but where is home?

by jgs

that neverending stab again and again from the very ones you’d take the blade for so you switch off cruise on autopilot wait for the next hurt to fall on you like clockwork you ask yourself why can’t you go home but where is home every door has a price tag and somewhere along the way you sold yours cheap the returns feel cursed blood money burns heavier than hunger trust, betrayal... they call it strength as if being broken was some kind of gift but they never knew the roots have been aching long before the leaves ever did you whisper tired into the night wondering if you sinned in another life to deserve torment in this one you can’t change people but how much of yourself are you meant to carve away just to fit their fragile mould?
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For You?
Written by
jgs
26
Published
Aug 19, 2025
Time
2m
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for 29 years, i believed in change. for 29 years, i had hope. and when i silently forgave them, it made me believe that they don't deserve it. time and time again, the hurt against me gets worse. i don't know what i did so wrong in the past life that i deserve this pain. everyone else loves me, everyone else sees the real me and accepts me for who i am...why can't they? why can't my own blood treat me like how they should? disappointed is an understatement.

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#family#broken#relationships#hurt#trauma
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